Log in

13 February 2008 @ 02:01 pm
Title: You [1/2]
Author: bamboobranch
Pairing: Massu x ???
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone mentioned in this fic, though the plot is mine ^^
Summary: One night Massu went to a club and he met someone that he will never forget...
A/N: Inspired by 'Bambina'. I agree that this song is r-rated but different from 'Ai no matador', somehow i feel this song is more of comforting than enjoyment. ^^


I can never forget the day I first met you.

It was so noisy. The music was so loud and the sound of people chatting, singing and kissing filled up the air. It was dark and all I could see was just bodies rubbing against each other. They were dancing along the music like there was no tomorrow.

“Hey, Massu, what are you thinking? Let’s get some fun!!!” Yamashita-kun shouted into my ears as he placed a kiss on the girl on his left.

“Haha, you know Massu is like that… He doesn’t like this place…” It was Koyama-kun talking. “I don’t know why you keep dragging him along…” He said as his hand trailing along the long white arm of the girl who he’s hugging.

“He needs some fun!!! As if his life is not boring enough!!!”

Yes. My life was quite boring.

I didn’t like this place. I always hated the noise and smoky air here. I hated the loud music that made my brain work improperly. I hated it when people dancing in wildness. I hated it when some girl with the awful smell of beer came to me. With few sentences greeting and she started touching and kissing me while I didn’t even know her name. And I always tried to hide in the corner. I always sat there drinking and waited 'til all my friends walked off somewhere with their girls. Then, I went home alone.

Tonight was no different. I still sat in the corner drinking and paid no attention to the people around. Except you. Tonight I saw you.
You were there from the start. You were all alone in that corner. I saw you and I didn’t know you. But there was something about you that caught my attention.

So I kept looking at you.

I saw you drank a lot. I saw you chased away all of the guys and gals that came to you. I saw you looking at your glass but I felt that your mind was somewhere far away. You didn’t even smile. It was strange.

I was attracted by you.

I couldn’t take my eyes off of you until you looked up and suddenly our eyes met. It was so dark that I couldn’t clearly see your face. But somehow I could see your eyes. I turned away. I didn’t want you to know that I was looking at you. I stared down at the glass off wine in my hands. After awhile, I thought that you had turned away, so I casted a furtive glance at your place again. And still I saw you kept looking at me. I didn’t know what to do. I felt embarrassed as if I was barely naked under your eyes. So I left my seat and walked off to the bar.

It was so hot. I didn’t know why. I asked the bartender guy and he gave some kind of drink that I didn’t even know. Just when the glass was placed in front of me, I took it without thinking and with one sip, I left the glass empty. Did I get the wrong kind? A hand softly touched my shoulder. I turned around. And I saw you. “He…he…hello…”

“Can I sit there?” you said as you pointed to the seat next to mine.

I nodded.

I really didn’t know what to do. I’m not good at this kind of thing you know. Making friends and stuff… That’s why I said I hated to go to club…So I just kept staring at my glass.

You were staring at me.

You were so close now that I could clearly see you. But I didn’t dare to look straight into your face. I just secretly looked at you through the corner of my eyes. So beautiful, your face. But so sad. I wanna say something since the silence between us was so awkward. But just when I turned to you and started to open my mouth, you hand stopped me as it was softly placed on my cheek. And from that moment, I seemed to be hypnotized. Your hand slowly moved from my face to somewhere under. And just slowly like that, your hand placed in my palm. You stood up and took my hand leading me through the crowd. There were a lot of people there but somehow I could only see your brown hair in front of me. And I followed that color to some corner, where no one could see us.
You shoved me against the wall and whispered in my ear ‘Do you mind that I’m a guy?’ I didn’t really get what you mean at that moment. Actually, I didn’t really get anything at that moment. Maybe I was drunk. Yeah, maybe I chose the wrong kind of drink and now I couldn’t think straight anymore. The next moment I knew was when I felt the wetness of our lips. The softness. It was strange. Really strange. Since I usually pushed away all the girls that made the first move on me in club. But now I naturally accepted you. Did you use any technique on me?

I couldn’t breathe anymore. My mouth was locked with yours and my nose was filled with your scent. I didn’t see it but I could feel that my face was getting red. But I didn’t want to leave your lips.

As if you could hear my mind. Your beautiful lips moved to my ear and told me ‘Can we go to your place?’


I acted like a robot. My mind was blank and I thought I could do everything that you wanted me to do at that moment. But you didn’t say anything more.

From the moment you got into my car till we reached the doorstep of my apartment, you didn’t even say a single word. You sat next to me but your eyes were looking out of the window as if your mind was flying out there. As soon as I entered the key and opened the door, you once again shoved me against the wall and continued what we just stopped at the club. I tried hard to closed the door properly and moved to the bedroom. No light was turned on. We did everything just by senses. Our clothes were quickly pulled away and the wetness in our mouth now seemed like water for the traveller that was left long in dry desert. We yearned for it as our life source. Took as much as we could.

I didn’t see anything, but as I touched, I could feel that your body was so delicate. Your wrists were so small that I felt as if with just one hold of my hand and you couldn’t move it anymore. I wanna hold you tighter but I didn’t dare. I was afraid that I might break you. So I just lied there and let you do what you want.

Our fingers locked in each other. Tighter. Tighter until I felt something hurt between my fingers. Something annoyed. I tried to touch it as best as I could and I guessed it was the ring. Your ring. But I didn’t pay any more attention to it as I started to feel your lips.
Your body was on top of mine. And I couldn’t believe I was turned on with just kisses. I didn’t see anything but I could feel from the touch of your lips that where you were now. You touched it. My hands slipped on your skin. Suddenly I felt something wet and warm around. Unnoticing, I left out a moan. You continued. So fast. I didn’t know what you were doing to me. But it was so good. Hot. I thought I couldn’t stand it. Just a few more.

But suddenly it was cold again.

What happened? Where were you? I searched in the dark for you. I stretched out my hand moving crazily in the air in front of me. I wanted to call for you… but then I realized I didn’t know your name.

Suddenly again, I felt your hand once again. I was so relived. It was surprise. As I felt I was entering something so tight and so hot. It was different from anything I had felt before. Oh my god I couldn’t explain the feeling. Was it you? Was it you that make me feel so good? How could you do that?? How do you feel now? I had so much in my mind. But I couldn’t say anything. The feeling was so strange that it made me struggle for air. You moved so fast. Really. As if you were striving for your life. The smooth of the skin was now replaced by wetness from all the sweat of our bodies rubbing against each other. I wanted to kiss you. But I didn’t see you now. I didn’t see anything. I just heard my voice moaning and the sound of our bodies. I smelled the scent of lust, the scent of yours. I reached out my hand and I touched something. It was you. So hot. I felt the heat as if I was burning. I was lost. More. You moved faster. And harder. And this time I really couldn’t stand it anymore. The black air in front of my eyes turned into white at that moment.

I regained my conscious. And at that moment I realized you were trembling in my arms. How were you feeling? Why didn’t I hear anything from you? All I heard from the start until now was just my voice and the emotionless sound of our bodies. You fell on my body. You must be tired. I didn’t see it but I could feel from my touch. Suddeny I felt something on my shoulder. You cried? Why?

“What happen? Are you crying? Why?” I was confused. But you didn’t say anything. I was panick. Did I do something wrong? “Tell me…” I was stopped by your lips once again on mine. And we kept kissing till I didn’t know anything more.


I opened my eyes and it was morning already. The room was so bright. Finally, with this kind of light, I could see your smile greet me in the morning. I happily thought so as I reached out my hand to the place next to mine on the bed.

But it was empty.

You were no where to be found.

I rushed out of the bedroom and looked everywhere in my apartment. There was no trace of you left. Nothing to remind me that you were here last night. I started to wonder if it was only a dream. You suddenly appeared in front of me one night and gave me such a good feeling. But when I opened my eyes, you disappeared again. The feeling was still with me, only you weren’t.


The next few days, I started to forget about that night. I went to that club again, but I didn’t see you there anymore. Somehow I convinced myself that you were only a dream and I should just move on with my life.

But just when I thought that I could forget about you, you appeared in front of me again.


I was wandering around some shelf in this big supermarket. Thinking about what I should have for dinner always made my head hurt. As I followed the trolley, I suddenly saw a figure. I was not too sure as that night was dark and I’d only seen that figure and that face through a thick layer of smoke. But somehow I thought it was you.

So I ran as quickly as I could through the lines of shelves to catch that figure. Finally, I could catch you. I wanted to call you. But at that moment I still didn’t know your name. Ain’t it funny how you kept following someone you don’t even know his name. But I really wanna see you again. So I slightly touched your shoulder. You turned your back. I was so happy. I was really you. Finally I could see you again. So it wasn’t a dream. That night was real. But you looked at me as if I was a stranger. It hurt.

“Don’t you remember me???” I asked. You just looked at me.

“Tegoshi!” a loud voice came from behind my back. I turned as I saw a young man with black hair coming toward us. “Who’s that?” the young man asked you while looking at me uncomfortable.

“I don’t know him.” You said with a low voice. You looked frightened. I didn’t know why but I feel a light pain in my chest.

And so that young man grabbed your arm and dragged you away. I kept looking at you till you’re far way from my sight. But you didn’t even once turn your head to look at me.



At first I thought I got the wrong person. But I knew I didn’t when that night I heard the doorbell rang. And I saw you were there.
As soon as you saw my face, once again, without saying a word, you started to kiss me. I didn’t understand. But I just couldn’t react under your spell. I wondered if your lips have any kind of poison or drug. As soon as I touched it, I couldn’t think straight anymore. That night it could be explained by the influence of alcoholic. But tonight... I didn’t really know. As we were moving to my bedroom, you closed the door and turned off the light there. The last dim light was out and it was all dark again. And I couldn’t see you again.

This time I was in full possession of my senses. And I know what I was doing. But I didn’t know what you had on your mind. Wasn’t it strange how you just suddenly appeared in front of me? But as I said, I just couldn’t resist when you laid your body on mine like that. You were like a hungry animal, kept attacking me. But I was fine with that. I loved that actually. This time I didn’t want to just lie there and do nothing to you. But as just sat up to try to hold you, you push me again on the bed. Didn’t you want me to touch you?

At least I have your hands in mine. This time I could feel it. Your hands were so small and so cold. I wondered how they looked like. I wanted to feel more of those hand so I kissed them. Cold.

The ring was getting in the way again.

I hated that ring on your finger. The cold material killed the heat that was building up. Without noticing, I slowly took it off from when I didn’t know. And now our fingers could be freely locked without any objection. No more hurting. No more coldness. All I could feel now was the warmth around us.

I feel the tightness around my hardness again. Was it hurt for you to do this? Last time I didn’t even care about that. But now I started wondering. We did it fast again. At that moment, suddenly there was an urge in me that really really really made me wanna see your face. I felt so good so I was wondering if you felt the same way as I did. But you didn’t let me know. You didn’t say a word nor let out any sound that could give me a hint. Even at the peak. That was why I quietly fumbled for the switch of the lamp just somewhere right next to the bed. And as you shivered on me, the room was suddenly filled with light.

I could tell that you were surprised that you widened your eyes and looked at me. Panic. All the movements were stopped. I widen my eyes too as I saw your naked body for the first time in my life.

Your skin was full of bruises.



A/N: It's interesting that Bambina can also be as "one's girlfriend" XDDD It'll fit more here XDD
Write something high rated is hard.... I wonder how can ppl write so good stuff like that. Help me TT^TT
yamapishige on April 5th, 2008 11:53 am (UTC)
Omg Tego!~~
Poor thing!
This was really good! I'm kind of crying because of the ending.
Keep 'em comming. I want to know more (sadly) about Tego's bruises.
(Deleted comment)
BAMBOObamboobranch on April 5th, 2008 02:43 pm (UTC)
sadly, nope LOL i first post this one at my LJ and ppl commented there. i just move it to this comm recently XDD anyway, thankx for reading &hearts

i'll write the rest when i have time &hearts
Huey Tsaihuey_tsai on April 6th, 2008 06:50 am (UTC)
it makes me think that Ryo is the person with the black hair and and and that he was the one that caused Tegoshi's bruises ^^
yamapishige on April 6th, 2008 11:01 am (UTC)
If it turn out to be like that. I guess he's the one who could do it in news. (Don't mean that he's evil or something. I just see him as the most evilish person in news :3)
BAMBOObamboobranch on April 6th, 2008 11:07 am (UTC)
he has the image of a S?? LOL
Huey Tsaihuey_tsai on April 7th, 2008 03:56 am (UTC)
lol. i see him as the most evilish too! ^-^
Abi_chanabi_chan on January 26th, 2010 11:48 am (UTC)
eee mo ya da ~

i`m waiting for the rest TOT
Abi_chanabi_chan on February 19th, 2010 01:50 am (UTC)
TOT aren`t you going to write more ? TT^TT
BAMBOObamboobranch on February 19th, 2010 05:25 am (UTC)
uhm... i'll try?
maybe... ^^"
Abi_chanabi_chan on February 22nd, 2010 10:01 pm (UTC)
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh TT^TT

please TTOTT
BAMBOObamboobranch on March 28th, 2010 07:23 pm (UTC)
finally finished the rest but you're probably still TToTT with the ending XDDDDD
Abi_chanabi_chan on March 28th, 2010 07:46 pm (UTC)
eh ? why ?? eh eh ?

--> flying to read ;_;
tego♥massu=LOVEkatrinasacay on March 28th, 2010 04:26 pm (UTC)
did you already make a sequel for this?
BAMBOObamboobranch on March 28th, 2010 04:30 pm (UTC)
i just finished the story!

and started to think if i should write a sequel or not